Fingers crossed

I've just stopped loving you.
I've just opened
the window of my heart
the door of my soul
the gate of my mind

they haven't been open for such a long time
too long time

I have to warm them now
it's so cold inside
I have to fulfill them now
with sunshine
with smiles
with laughing tears

I've just stopped loving you.
just like that
quietly
gently
successfully
with one thunder of surprise
exactly in the same way I felt in love
with you

I put the moments in a big box
I put the box in the basement
I don't want to look in there
not anymore

I've just stopped loving you.
I've just set some memories free
I've just let them fade vanish disappear

I've just seen my reflection in the mirror
... words never spoken stopped on my lips...
they are waiting
for the perfect time
the moment in between

... wise thoughts dancing in my hair ...
enjoying their moments
of existence

... smile in blue eyes ...
without looking back
just straight into the future

I've just crossed my fingers

08.03.2006

out of my mind

how did you get this far,
understanding nothing at all
you're nothing but small talk,
is there anybody home
is there a secret plan that you follow,
do you do any thinking of your own
make up your mind,
flip a coin or something
just say anything but i don't know
you do so much sneaking around,
is it some kind of a stupid little game
let's pretend that you're the master mind,
and i'm your little blind dope

stay out of my sight,
i'll put you out of my mind
don't even want to know you anymore
stay out of my sight,
i'll put you out of my mind
out of my mind
don't even want to know you anymore
stay out of my sight,
i'll put you out of my mind
how did you get this far,
understanding nothing at all
you're nothing but small talk,
is there anybody home
transparent,
simple mind
just hold your hands over my eyes
unless you're trying to insult me
you'd better work harder on those lies

by Samiam

Bin-jip

We are all empty houses
Waiting for someone
To open the lock and set us free.

One day, my wish comes true.
A man arrives like a ghost
And takes me away from my confinement.
And I follow, without doubts, without reserve,
Until I find my new destiny.

Kim Ki-duk

The night will rise soon...

One look
One smile
One touch
One embrace
One kiss
One love
Two people
Two minds
Two souls
Two destinies
One road
One journey
One ending
Together.

Melissa Higgins

The Letter

I feel so empty. Like no thoughts, no will to do anything. But on the other hand, thousands of ideas are running through my head, in every direction.
Chaos.
But this emptiness. It's all so weird today.
So weird.

I have to break this spell, this charm. I have to run, go out, do something, even scream, sing, dance, jump, run up and down the stairs. Anything. Something.

I feel like losing something. It makes me feel sad, but somehow I feel it will set me free.
And I will fly...