It was me

I feel you.
The moment is passing by.
Make time stop, turn off the light.
Let us dream for one more time...

Little desires

I wish I could fall asleep
And not wake up anymore

Leave behind
Every
Warm moment
And a few painful grey days

Fall asleep smiling
Just like the one
Who fell in love

Dream till the end
This combined time

Under my skin have
That glance
The first one
Innocent
Just like that night

The last handgrip
Let it not be only mine

Remember that tango
That dance and myself

And if someday
By a miracle coincidence
The world will not run out
And the spell will break
I want again to see the world
Under my Heaven
In a coffee scent
In a sunset
Enfolded with grass, daisies and lilacs

When you meet me then
By accident,
So roused
So full of words,
Tell me nothing about the dream
About the obliviousness...

Take my hand ,
Simply, without wonderment,
And lead me gentle
Through the old path
Through the sounds of life
Through the sounds of the day

With your touch,
Delimit the values
Bestow the shape of the senses
Sooth Pandora

And when you create
Once more again
The old neatness of our lives:
Leave the key under the doormat,
Do the wash – up,
And water the flowers,
Nestle me firlmy
And tell me silently
That it is already well
And the Tomorrow
Has come Today

10.06.2004/14.06.2004

Ask me to stay

There is a hell in hello, but more in goodbye.

dreamcatcher

I don't have bad dreams.
I only have bad memories.

Looks familiar?

Don't excuse yourself,
Friends don't need that,
Enemies won't believe you.

Looks familiar as well?

Don't interrupt me, Honey.

A Dream Came True

I have now been bestowed with the emotional strenght
to stand after I've stumbled,
to rise after I have fallen,
and to endure when the path seems unendurable.

I'm your guardian angel

ID

If you have the guts to be yourself... other people will pay your price.

It's never too late

I'd like to come back.
Even if it was just to say goodbye.

You need a guy with whom you could go to hell.

***

I guarantee that we'll have tough times.
I guarantee that at some point one or both of us will want to get out.
But I also guarantee that if I don't ask you to be mine, I'll regret it for the rest of my life.
Because I know in my heart - you're the only one for me...

(R.B.)

No, no, no

That's what you've given me, see? I know what I want now.
I want a guy like you for real. The nicest thing you ever done for me is hold my hand. You gonna give me that? I didn't think so.
It's not your fault. You're right. Kit's right.
But I want a fairy tale.

(P.W.)

Mood

Smashed dreams and empty hands - all that's left.
Spicy memories..., oh, they're hurting so awfully...
I feel I'm falling.
Falling on the edge of life.

Beauteous

Whenever you need me close,
Bring your hand up to your heart...
I am there with you.

Philadelphia

May we never find space so vast,
planets so cold,
heart and mind so empty
that we cannot fill them
with love and warmth.

mirrors dot com

Don't look into the mirror by moonlight, or you'll see what animal you are.

The First Private Prayer

Hold my
Hand
Reintroduce the Sun
And
Wipe the tears away

Bring back the faith
In every man
Nestle me in your
Thoughts
Bewitch my
Fantasies and my
Dreams

Take the fears away
Throw the stars around

Kiss me
Goodnight

Remember me

14.06.2002

L.K.W.M.

I will not tell
You
That for me you are
The most beauteous miracle

I will not tell you
That
Your every glance
Is for me
The most wonderful
Eternity

I will not tell
You
That your every kiss
Is the most precious treasure
The treasure in my heart

I will not tell you
How
Marvelous it is
To wake up by your side
Every morning
And
Fall asleep every night

I will not tell you
That
I love to hear
Your voice
In which my name
Sounds so nice

I will not tell you
How
Safely
I feel in your arms

I will not tell you
So many things

How you look
When you sleep

How you hug me
When we dance

How you are with me
On sunny and rainy
Days

I will just tell you

Love...
Kiss...
Want...
Miss...

09.04.2004

The Second Private Prayer

Close my eyes

Take me there
Where you are

Where we're dancing
Enveloped
With the moonlight

Quietly

Just for each other

We're holding our hands

Close my eyes

And take me there
Where we are free

Where words are needless
And the touch says everything

Close my eyes

Rock me in your arms

Let me dream for ever

06.07.2004

To My Valentine

Once upon
A time
There was
Truth to the
Myth of what
You
And I
Had found
In a blank paged
Fairy tale.

Snow White
Doesn't sleep
In a casket made of
Glass
Slippers will break
If you wear them.

Walk across this
Written word
With fingers
Gently
Seeking
Loving
You
And me
No more.

He loves
Me
He loves me!
Not
Enough.

To:
My Valentine
Will you
Be mine
No longer . . .

(Saxoness)

Coffee Lovers

Silently,
He smiles to himself,
As he thinks of her,
Sitting alone in her kitchen,
Sipping coffee.
She thinks of him too,
But little does he know it.
Shamefully,
Both pass each other every day,
Without passing on the knowledge,
Of their inwardly turned love.
Time and time again it happens,
For who has the courage to say it first,
Or do they just enjoy,
Their secret love affair.

(Aindréas Brennan)

***

Kiss me - you will see the stars.
Love me - I will give all of them to you.

Nothing to eat

She had nothing to eat.
They made a film about her
because she had nothing to eat.

Her husband
was killed in the war.
They wrote a book about
how he was killed.

Her mother and brother
were executed by the revolutionaries.
There was an opera about it.

Both her children died
(there was no hospital).
You can see the photographs
at an exhibition in London.

Then somebody wrote a poem.

Still
she had nothing to eat.

(L. M.)

Serendipity

As they say, a long time ago every atom of our bodies belonged to stars. So maybe I'm not running away? Maybe I'm just going home?

Without you

So suddenly so quiet my world has become.

Heart of Darkness

There is so much good in the worst of us, and so much bad in the best of us.

We wanna be free to do what we wanna do

Perhaps they also remember the moment when first shadowy doubt crept into their own young hearts and they realized that growing up might mean losing something precious and intangible forever, something they couldn't quite define but they could certainly feel.

Athambia

When you turn and walk away
Don't look back
I wanna remember you just like this
Let's just kiss and say goodbye

(B. White)

Understand

I'll slip quietly away from the noisy crowd when I see the pale stars rising, blooming over the oaks.
I'll pursue solitary pathways through the pale twilit meadows, with only this one dream: You come too.

When U remember me, remember I am free

She
May be the beauty or the beast
May be the famine or the feast
May turn each day into a heaven or hell

Dreamcatcher

You grew up, became a man, had to adjust to taking less than you hoped for; you discovered the dream - maschine had a big OUT OF ORDER sign on it...
Wanting more is just a recipe for heartache.
Dreams are for kids.

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The One who thinks I am vigorous, still lost, charming, quite stubborn and very independent.

Today

I slept alone. I know it, because I don't feel your breath on the pillow next to me.
I ate dinner yesterday, alone. I know it because there's only one set of dirty plates left.
They didn't deliver the newspapers. Well, maybe they did, but you didn't take them. I know it, because your hands don't smell like fresh paperprint.
You didn't bring me flowers yesterday. I know it, because the vase is empty.
We didn't talk so much yesterday. I know it, because the ashtray is empty.
You committed a suicide yesterday.
I know it because of the silence.

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