Fingers crossed

I've just stopped loving you.
I've just opened
the window of my heart
the door of my soul
the gate of my mind

they haven't been open for such a long time
too long time

I have to warm them now
it's so cold inside
I have to fulfill them now
with sunshine
with smiles
with laughing tears

I've just stopped loving you.
just like that
quietly
gently
successfully
with one thunder of surprise
exactly in the same way I felt in love
with you

I put the moments in a big box
I put the box in the basement
I don't want to look in there
not anymore

I've just stopped loving you.
I've just set some memories free
I've just let them fade vanish disappear

I've just seen my reflection in the mirror
... words never spoken stopped on my lips...
they are waiting
for the perfect time
the moment in between

... wise thoughts dancing in my hair ...
enjoying their moments
of existence

... smile in blue eyes ...
without looking back
just straight into the future

I've just crossed my fingers

08.03.2006