See you later, Grandpa!

To infinity, and beyond!

I am Afraid

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William Shakespeare

cafe

I just wish I could fly.
Fly like an Angel, way up high.
Leave my bad Dreams behind me, collect only good Memories.
Be ready to open my Shell, in which I feel so Secure, so good...

Now I'm only able to open the next bottle of Wine, smoke the next Cigarette, watch the next pointless Movie.
Drink the next Coffee every morning.
Sometimes watch the Sunrise, sometimes the Sunset.

I just wanna feel Alive...
And I must achieve it on my Own. Nobody can help me with this.
Nobody.

You desire not what you see, but what you imagine.

Though I do not know you
I know a face like this
Too well

I know that you do not remember
About yesterday
You know that
Tomorrow we will forget
Even about this moment

But today
I do not need more
Then just this opportunity
To forget

I could have known...

You gave me eyes and told me: look...
You gave me heart and told me: love...
But you didn't tell me that I'll cry with my eyes...
And I'll suffer with my broken heart...
(by Marco)

LordStreet

The world is flat and the moon is made of cheese.

non fa niente

We come and we go away,
reaching Heaven and tasting Hell.
We are put into the rollercoaster of emotion on the very day of the Great Beginning.
Fragile being...

But there is always an Angel,
waiting to save your soul.

But what if He falls asleep for a moment...?

Old Town

It's going to be blood for blood and by the gallon. These old days, the bad days, the all-or-nothnig days. They're back!

(SinCity)

Everybody's Free To Wear Sunscreen

Read the directions, even if you don’t follow them.

Do NOT read beauty magazines, they will only make you feel ugly.

Do one thing everyday that scares you

(Baz Luhrmann)

My Sardo

Non ti conosco molto bene... o forse non ti conosco proprio per niente... ma non posso smettere di piangere per te...

wish you were here?!

Look at me, I had so many things to tell you, but now, you're gone.
And now I'm left with so many words unspoken.
And now I'm left with my own reflection in the mirror.
And now I can hear my heart beating.

my immortal... no more!

I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
But though you're still with me
I've been alone all along

..........

..............

whatever it takes

So, let go
Jump in
Oh well, what you waiting for?
It's all right
'Cause there's beauty in the breakdown
So, let go
Just get in
Oh, it's so amazing here
It's all right
'Cause there's beauty in the breakdown

(frou frou)

She's always a woman to me

I loved it when we were together, hand in hand.
I loved it when I had you in my arms.
I loved it when your head laid on my shoulder or mine on yours.
I loved it when we kissed.
I loved it when we slept in the same bed.
I loved so many things about you.
But there is one thing I love,
I did and I do and I will.
Still and always and forever.
It is you.

(by G.E)

27.01.2003

***____angel____***

The Autograph Man

Not them, not as people - there was no fun to be had out of that. Only wars. No, other things. A movement of an arm. A type of shoe. A yawn. A dress. A whistled tune.

***

At first glance, Virgo would seem to have little in common with Aquarius. Virgo is shy, often insecure, and prone to worry, while Aquarius is outgoing, outwardly confident, and seemingly couldn't care less what anyone thinks or says. However, Virgo's ruler, Mercury, underscores both signs' intellectual approach to matters. In their heart of hearts, there's nothing Virgo loves more than intellectual briliance, and Aquarians can certainly deliver this. Uranus, Aquarius' planetary ruler, is also a highly mental planet, so there can be a real meeting of the minds in this union. Although Aquarius would definitely have to shift the throttle back a bit when introducing Virgo to new experiences, all in all, this pair can make for some unusual harmonies.

let it be...

... a shooting star whisper

holding out for a hero

I adopted a cute lil' superman fetus
from Fetusmart! Hooray fetus!

Where have all good men gone
And where are all the gods?
Where’s the street-wise Hercules
To fight the rising odds?

Isn’t there a white knight upon a fiery steed?
Late at night I toss and turn and dream of what I need

I Need A Hero......

Somewhere after midnight
In my wildest fantasy
Somewhere just beyond my reach
There’s someone reaching back for me

Racing on the thunder and rising with the heat
It’s gonna take a superman to sweep me off my feet

I need a hero
I’m holding out for a hero till the end of the night
He’s gotta be strong
And he’s gotta be fast
And he’s gotta be fresh from the fight
I need a hero
I’m holding out for a hero till the morning light
He’s gotta be sure
And it’s gotta be soon
And he’s gotta be larger than life

Up Where the mountains meet the heavens above
Out where the lightning splits the sea
I would swear that there’s someone somewhere
Watching me
Through the wind and the chill and the rain
And the storm and the flood
I can feel his approach
Like a fire in my blood

by Bonnie Tyler

starry starry night

It's important in life to conclude things properly. Only then can you let go. Otherwise you are left with words you should have said but never did, and your heart is heavy with remorse.

[Life of Pi]

royale with cheese

Never give up on a dream just because of the lenght of time it will take to accomplish it. The time will pass anyway.

don't think

If you want to do something and you feel in your bones that it's the right thing to do, do it. Intuition is often as important as the facts.

another scar

I would have never thought there could have been place for one more. But apparently, it could. But this time it doesn't even hurt so much.

I like you because of your advantages. I love you because of your disadvantages.

Those are just words, and words can lie. Can hurt deeper than a knife. Can hit face stronger than a hand. Can separate more effectively than an ocean.

Those are more than just words, and words can cure. Can sooth the pain better than any pill. Can bring back the joy faster than any rollercoaster. Can bind stronger than any rope.

Those are just words?

We come and we go away

This is very strange... if a vegetarian eats vegetables, what does humanitarian eat?

It was me

I feel you.
The moment is passing by.
Make time stop, turn off the light.
Let us dream for one more time...

Little desires

I wish I could fall asleep
And not wake up anymore

Leave behind
Every
Warm moment
And a few painful grey days

Fall asleep smiling
Just like the one
Who fell in love

Dream till the end
This combined time

Under my skin have
That glance
The first one
Innocent
Just like that night

The last handgrip
Let it not be only mine

Remember that tango
That dance and myself

And if someday
By a miracle coincidence
The world will not run out
And the spell will break
I want again to see the world
Under my Heaven
In a coffee scent
In a sunset
Enfolded with grass, daisies and lilacs

When you meet me then
By accident,
So roused
So full of words,
Tell me nothing about the dream
About the obliviousness...

Take my hand ,
Simply, without wonderment,
And lead me gentle
Through the old path
Through the sounds of life
Through the sounds of the day

With your touch,
Delimit the values
Bestow the shape of the senses
Sooth Pandora

And when you create
Once more again
The old neatness of our lives:
Leave the key under the doormat,
Do the wash – up,
And water the flowers,
Nestle me firlmy
And tell me silently
That it is already well
And the Tomorrow
Has come Today

10.06.2004/14.06.2004

Ask me to stay

There is a hell in hello, but more in goodbye.

dreamcatcher

I don't have bad dreams.
I only have bad memories.

Looks familiar?

Don't excuse yourself,
Friends don't need that,
Enemies won't believe you.

Looks familiar as well?

Don't interrupt me, Honey.

A Dream Came True

I have now been bestowed with the emotional strenght
to stand after I've stumbled,
to rise after I have fallen,
and to endure when the path seems unendurable.

I'm your guardian angel

ID

If you have the guts to be yourself... other people will pay your price.

It's never too late

I'd like to come back.
Even if it was just to say goodbye.

You need a guy with whom you could go to hell.

***

I guarantee that we'll have tough times.
I guarantee that at some point one or both of us will want to get out.
But I also guarantee that if I don't ask you to be mine, I'll regret it for the rest of my life.
Because I know in my heart - you're the only one for me...

(R.B.)

No, no, no

That's what you've given me, see? I know what I want now.
I want a guy like you for real. The nicest thing you ever done for me is hold my hand. You gonna give me that? I didn't think so.
It's not your fault. You're right. Kit's right.
But I want a fairy tale.

(P.W.)

Mood

Smashed dreams and empty hands - all that's left.
Spicy memories..., oh, they're hurting so awfully...
I feel I'm falling.
Falling on the edge of life.

Beauteous

Whenever you need me close,
Bring your hand up to your heart...
I am there with you.

Philadelphia

May we never find space so vast,
planets so cold,
heart and mind so empty
that we cannot fill them
with love and warmth.

mirrors dot com

Don't look into the mirror by moonlight, or you'll see what animal you are.

The First Private Prayer

Hold my
Hand
Reintroduce the Sun
And
Wipe the tears away

Bring back the faith
In every man
Nestle me in your
Thoughts
Bewitch my
Fantasies and my
Dreams

Take the fears away
Throw the stars around

Kiss me
Goodnight

Remember me

14.06.2002

L.K.W.M.

I will not tell
You
That for me you are
The most beauteous miracle

I will not tell you
That
Your every glance
Is for me
The most wonderful
Eternity

I will not tell
You
That your every kiss
Is the most precious treasure
The treasure in my heart

I will not tell you
How
Marvelous it is
To wake up by your side
Every morning
And
Fall asleep every night

I will not tell you
That
I love to hear
Your voice
In which my name
Sounds so nice

I will not tell you
How
Safely
I feel in your arms

I will not tell you
So many things

How you look
When you sleep

How you hug me
When we dance

How you are with me
On sunny and rainy
Days

I will just tell you

Love...
Kiss...
Want...
Miss...

09.04.2004

The Second Private Prayer

Close my eyes

Take me there
Where you are

Where we're dancing
Enveloped
With the moonlight

Quietly

Just for each other

We're holding our hands

Close my eyes

And take me there
Where we are free

Where words are needless
And the touch says everything

Close my eyes

Rock me in your arms

Let me dream for ever

06.07.2004

To My Valentine

Once upon
A time
There was
Truth to the
Myth of what
You
And I
Had found
In a blank paged
Fairy tale.

Snow White
Doesn't sleep
In a casket made of
Glass
Slippers will break
If you wear them.

Walk across this
Written word
With fingers
Gently
Seeking
Loving
You
And me
No more.

He loves
Me
He loves me!
Not
Enough.

To:
My Valentine
Will you
Be mine
No longer . . .

(Saxoness)

Coffee Lovers

Silently,
He smiles to himself,
As he thinks of her,
Sitting alone in her kitchen,
Sipping coffee.
She thinks of him too,
But little does he know it.
Shamefully,
Both pass each other every day,
Without passing on the knowledge,
Of their inwardly turned love.
Time and time again it happens,
For who has the courage to say it first,
Or do they just enjoy,
Their secret love affair.

(Aindréas Brennan)

***

Kiss me - you will see the stars.
Love me - I will give all of them to you.

Nothing to eat

She had nothing to eat.
They made a film about her
because she had nothing to eat.

Her husband
was killed in the war.
They wrote a book about
how he was killed.

Her mother and brother
were executed by the revolutionaries.
There was an opera about it.

Both her children died
(there was no hospital).
You can see the photographs
at an exhibition in London.

Then somebody wrote a poem.

Still
she had nothing to eat.

(L. M.)

Serendipity

As they say, a long time ago every atom of our bodies belonged to stars. So maybe I'm not running away? Maybe I'm just going home?

Without you

So suddenly so quiet my world has become.

Heart of Darkness

There is so much good in the worst of us, and so much bad in the best of us.

We wanna be free to do what we wanna do

Perhaps they also remember the moment when first shadowy doubt crept into their own young hearts and they realized that growing up might mean losing something precious and intangible forever, something they couldn't quite define but they could certainly feel.

Athambia

When you turn and walk away
Don't look back
I wanna remember you just like this
Let's just kiss and say goodbye

(B. White)

Understand

I'll slip quietly away from the noisy crowd when I see the pale stars rising, blooming over the oaks.
I'll pursue solitary pathways through the pale twilit meadows, with only this one dream: You come too.

When U remember me, remember I am free

She
May be the beauty or the beast
May be the famine or the feast
May turn each day into a heaven or hell

Dreamcatcher

You grew up, became a man, had to adjust to taking less than you hoped for; you discovered the dream - maschine had a big OUT OF ORDER sign on it...
Wanting more is just a recipe for heartache.
Dreams are for kids.

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The One who thinks I am vigorous, still lost, charming, quite stubborn and very independent.

Today

I slept alone. I know it, because I don't feel your breath on the pillow next to me.
I ate dinner yesterday, alone. I know it because there's only one set of dirty plates left.
They didn't deliver the newspapers. Well, maybe they did, but you didn't take them. I know it, because your hands don't smell like fresh paperprint.
You didn't bring me flowers yesterday. I know it, because the vase is empty.
We didn't talk so much yesterday. I know it, because the ashtray is empty.
You committed a suicide yesterday.
I know it because of the silence.

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