The night will rise soon...

One look
One smile
One touch
One embrace
One kiss
One love
Two people
Two minds
Two souls
Two destinies
One road
One journey
One ending
Together.

Melissa Higgins

The Letter

I feel so empty. Like no thoughts, no will to do anything. But on the other hand, thousands of ideas are running through my head, in every direction.
Chaos.
But this emptiness. It's all so weird today.
So weird.

I have to break this spell, this charm. I have to run, go out, do something, even scream, sing, dance, jump, run up and down the stairs. Anything. Something.

I feel like losing something. It makes me feel sad, but somehow I feel it will set me free.
And I will fly...

See you later, Grandpa!

To infinity, and beyond!

I am Afraid

Yağmuru seviyorum diyorsun,

yağmur yağınca şemsiyeni açıyorsun...

Güneşi seviyorum diyorsun,

güneş açınca gölgeye kaçıyorsun...

Rüzgarı seviyorum diyorsun,

rüzgar çıkınca pencereni kapatıyorsun...

İşte,bunun için korkuyorum;

Beni de sevdiğini söylüyorsun...

William Shakespeare

cafe

I just wish I could fly.
Fly like an Angel, way up high.
Leave my bad Dreams behind me, collect only good Memories.
Be ready to open my Shell, in which I feel so Secure, so good...

Now I'm only able to open the next bottle of Wine, smoke the next Cigarette, watch the next pointless Movie.
Drink the next Coffee every morning.
Sometimes watch the Sunrise, sometimes the Sunset.

I just wanna feel Alive...
And I must achieve it on my Own. Nobody can help me with this.
Nobody.